truth

I want to believe that people tell me the truth, but I see it is not possible for some. I do not mind being used so much, but please someone tell me if I have crossed the path of a broken heart and desperation. I can deal with that. I guess I am so used to it that it is better to have it that way, instead of deal with real emotions. Falling into it quickly and say just that when reality hits. I hope I am wrong.