jinxed

I have this nagging feeling in my mind that something is going to happen in my life very soon. It makes my tummy hurt with anxiety. I need to go dancing or get tipsy(LOL) or something to get away. Why am I caring so much lately what I look like...I never used to do that! I let Meredith cut my hair again and she colored it beautifully!! Maybe I was stressing about my hair, hmmm...I feel like singing! I guess I am being moodly lately due to lack of food and socail life. I have had 3 mood swings in this one post, lol! I need to stop going in and out of sleep. Or maybe just go to bed earlier than 3am. I am restless and anxious for some reason. Its prolly nothing. Or something. My eyes are changing colors and my extremeties are cold all the time. I forgot was I was originally going to say...:(