messed up in the head

I am going to have a horrible rant. I really suck at putting my thoughts down, so bear with me

this bitch is driving me crazy
i see the stains on the walls
and they remind me that
i need to slit your throat
watch it spill onto my shirt
i have these crazy thoughts
of killing people in their sleep
i painted over them twice
she keeps clawing at them
touch him again
go ahead i keep count
i can WAIT
for you to f*ck up again
i have forever
oh wait
you do not
i will make sure of it
i thrive on your tears
but live to taste slick
of my knife against your skin
my hand on your cheek
but dont be frightened
just remember that you
look beautiful
when you cry